Saturday Night at the First National Bar, Part III "White Bird"

Rachel starts to say something, but suddenly Shane looms above her. “Rachel! You’re looking good tonight.” He touches the tops of her shoulders lightly with the flattened palms of his hands. “Going to sing something with us?”
       Rachel puts her palms on top of his hands and leans back, looking up at him. She lifts his hands away from her shoulders and holds them a second before letting them go. “No, but she will,” she says, nodding at Tamsin. 
       Tamsin blushes and starts to protest, but Shane doesn’t look at her. He smiles down on the top of Rachel’s head. He takes Rachel’s hand and pulls her to her feet. “Come on. We’ll do some Black Crowes. Or some of your stuff. You can use my guitar.” Tamsin sits back in her chair, relieved, but a little disappointed. Frankie sidles up to the table, scoops up the old glasses, the dregs of their milky concoction diluted with melted ice. She deposits a fresh drink an inch to the left of a cocktail napkin.
       The Love Dogs move about the stage, repositioning mikes, swapping picks. The bass player quickly changes an exhausted string. Greg hunkers down behind his drums. Glumly, he watches Rachel tweak the keys of Shane’s guitar, bending her head close to the body of the instrument. Shane lowers his mike to Rachel’s level. She makes an experimental strum, then waits. Greg taps one-two-three-four on the high hat, and the lead guitar slides into the beginning of “Love Junkie.”
       “Put myself on the line one too many times,” sings Rachel, “irrational and romantic--need I need say more?” The dancers curl around each other, hips and arms churning and rubbing. The room warms. Rachel’s voice winds around the feet of the dancers, low and bittersweet. She lifts the microphone off its stand and holds it close to her lips. “Too many years of putting out and feeling down.”  Shane keeps the rhythm on the fish bell. Greg opens his mouth to join Rachel on the chorus, but sees Shane’s warning frown and shuts it again.
       Plaid Shirt has temporarily left his vigil near the pay phone and is whirling around by himself in a corner of the dance floor, his eyes closed, his scraggly goatee pointed at the ceiling. Above the music, the cockatoo screeches its version of the song. 
       An old man with a long, ragged beard and tattered overcoat comes in the side door of the bar.  He has a stack of well-thumbed papers under one arm, and although it’s warm tonight, a tired woolen scarf is wound around his neck. He moves from table to table in a friendly way, shaking hands like a host and greeting several people by name. He’s also begging for change, which he gets, along with an occasional one- or five-dollar bill. He whisks these into the pocket of his overcoat before moving on to the next table. The old man negotiates his way across the dance floor, pausing now and then to join in. He executes a couple of tricky jitterbug steps with a pretty secretary, twirling her under his arm and back into her partner’s embrace and never losing his grip on the stack of papers. When he reaches the back of the room, he checks the pay phone coin return slot before entering the men’s restroom.
       Onstage, Rachel is singing another of her own compositions now, accompanying herself on Shane’s guitar. The music swells, and Rachel’s words rise above it, cool and clear: “Ten thousand silver blades...are better than what you gave to me,” she sings.
       Greg sits numbly behind his drums. He stares at the back of Rachel’s head and idly rotates the drumstick in his left hand. Shane leans close to Rachel’s mike and harmonizes on the chorus. His shoulder touches hers, and she doesn’t draw away.
       The old man comes out of the men’s room, wiping his hands on his rumpled overcoat and smoothing his beard. He says something to Plaid Shirt, who shakes his head and points to the pay phone, then gestures at the pet carrier on the floor. Plaid Shirt lifts the carrier to shoulder level, and the old man puts his face close to it. The yellow beak arches out of the small opening. It snags one of the long, grey hairs from the man’s beard. It tugs, and the man laughs. Plaid Shirt laughs and slaps the old man on the back, then sets the pet carrier on the table and opens its door. He holds his fist in front of the open door, and the cockatoo hops right up on it, curving its long toes over Plaid Shirt’s clenched fingers. Plaid Shirt holds the cockatoo out toward the old man, who draws back a little. The cockatoo strains forward toward the man’s beard, its yellow beak snapping. The man pulls back farther. Plaid Shirt laughs again and holds the cockatoo up on his fist. He looks over his shoulder at the bar to see if anyone else is watching this.
       Suddenly, the air is full of white bird.
       The cockatoo whirs by Tamsin’s head, making straight for the dance floor. She ducks, and the bird swoops low over the dancers. It takes a few seconds for them to realize what’s happening, then a woman shrieks. Her partner cringes and flings his arms over his head. The bird circles the dance floor, then darts toward the open front door, and the bartender snaps a towel at it as it goes by. The bird whirls right and circles the room again. Plaid Shirt jumps in the air, trying to grab it as it passes over him, but he misses by at least three feet and lands off balance, knocking the old man against the pay phone. People are shouting and laughing. The Love Dogs falter a bit--Shane and Rachel have both stopped singing--but Greg keeps a beat going, and the bass gamely keeps on strumming. Some of the dancers shuffle in place to the music; others are frozen in mid-dance, staring after the bird. Frankie closes the side door of the bar, then, as the cockatoo wheels in her direction, holds her tray up in front of her face.
       The bird is beginning to exhaust now; it droops lower as it passes overhead. It skims over the bar, heading for the open front door again. It’s just about to pass Myers Afraid-of-Bear for the third time, when Myers raises his arms above his head, as if to intercept a football pass. His huge hands close firmly around the bird, and he plucks it from the air and hugs it to his chest. The cockatoo lets out one terrific screech, struggles briefly, then goes still.
       “Don’t squeeze him! Don’t squeeze him!” The young man in the plaid shirt leaps toward Myers, arms outstretched. “Give him here!” he pants. 
       Myers looks down at the ruffled bird in his hands. He thrusts the cockatoo toward the young man, who grabs it and cradles it against his chest. He soothes the bird’s plumage. He croons to it and covers it with the plaid shirt. He carries it back across the room and places it gently in the pet carrier, then latches the carrier door. Glancing once again at the silent pay phone, the young man picks up the carrier and slowly makes his way to the door and out into the night.
       The Love Dogs pick up the dropped thread of Rachel’s song. Her voice rises in the final chorus. The dancers resume their dancing, the drinkers their drinking. Dr. Innes’s lost blonde clings to one of the frat boys who gives a thumbs-up signal behind her back to his pals. The biker chicks lean against the bar, silent, their arms linked, watching the dancers. Myers stands over his barstool and drains another glass.
       “Thanks,” Rachel says quietly as the music finally ends. She passes the microphone to Shane, lifts the guitar strap over her head, and leans the instrument against the wall behind the keyboard player. A smattering of applause accompanies her exit from the stage, and she makes a little skipping curtsy and heads for her table and her waiting drink. The drummer taps up a new beat, and the music begins again.


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This is the last post in the on-line version of Walking Pocatello. Thanks to Sherrod Parkhouse for his contribution to some of the photos used with these posts. Thanks, also, to Connie Rodriguez-Flatten for use of some of her photos of Old Town Pocatello at night. Future posts on this blog will be related "Facts Behind the Fiction" and new stories about Pocatello.


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Saturday Night at the First National Bar, Part II "Strike Out"

Back on stage, Shane ends “Take Me to the River” with a long-held final note and an angry glare at Greg who sustains his flatted note an instant longer than Shane's and then crashes his sticks against cymbals in a tinny flourish. “We’ll take a break and be right back,” Shane growls into the microphone, then whirls around to Greg. Rachel and Tamsin are close enough to the stage to hear Shane hiss, “Listen, you asshole, if you can’t stay on the note, just shut the fuck up. One more time, and I’m turning your mike off."
       "Oh, lay off, man.” Greg slaps his sticks together on the metal edge of his snare.
       “No, you lay off." Shane leans over and pinches the drumsticks together with one meaty hand. The muscle that runs along Shane’s jaw flexes, just like the bicep of the arm holding the drumsticks. Both men tighten their grips on the sticks and glare at each other, their faces strained and hot. Shane pulls the sticks close to his chest, and although Greg resists, he’s off-balance reaching over his drums, and he staggers forward. Shane lets go with a throwing motion, and Greg reels backward, jostling the cymbals. He jerks himself back into balance, hands clenched at his sides, and makes a lunge toward Shane, but Shane has already stepped off the stage and is headed for the bar. Greg starts to follow, then stops and bends over to sort the snakepiles of cords that connect the mikes and instruments with the amplifiers.
       “He’s looking at you,” Tamsin tells Rachel, trying to talk without moving her lips.
       “I know he is,” Rachel replies in a low voice, holding her glass close to hers. “But it’s over. He just needs to get that through his head.”
       Tamsin pushes her chair away from the table. “Gotta go to the bathroom. I’ll help you ignore him when I get back.”  
       The plaid-shirted man is dialing as Tamsin passes him on her way to the door marked “Ladies.” He holds the receiver to his ear for an instant, then slams it down and resumes his pacing. Tamsin sees a flash of white against the holes of the cat carrier under the table.
       When she comes out of the restroom, the man in the plaid shirt is again holding the pet carrier up to his face. “Whatcha got there?” Tamsin asks. He extends it toward her at arm’s length. Peering through the holes in the door of the carrier, she sees a large white bird. It cocks a bright turquoise eye sideways and peers back.
       “What is it?  A parrot?”
       “Cockatoo.”
       “Does it talk?”
       “Yeah, but not in here. Too much noise. Wanna hold it?”
       Tamsin shakes her head. Plaid Shirt holds his finger to the carrier and a sharp yellow beak jabs at it through the small opening. “Looks vicious,” Tamsin says, “or hungry.”
       “Naw, just nervous.” He sets the carrier down again and pushes it back under the table. “I’m waitin’ for a call. My girlfriend’s s’posed to call me. Don’t know what’s keepin’ her.” He goes back to the pay phone and stares at it, rocking back and forth on his heels, his hands in his back pockets.
       Tamsin goes to the bar and orders two more White Russians. Myers Afraid-of-Bear is standing quietly, stolidly, by his corner stool. He’s laid a twenty-dollar-bill on the bar in front of him, and he runs his thumb over it gently, smoothing the wrinkles and the folded edges. The biker chicks are deep in consultation. The one with the helmet has set it on the floor. She balances a booted foot on it and leans close to her companion. Her voice is tense. “I don’t care what he does,” she says, “you’re not going up there tonight.”
       The other woman sighs heavily. “You don’t understand.” She’s taken off her leather gloves and put them on the bar. There’s a slave ring on her left hand. Its silver chain loops around her wrist and trails across the back of her hand to a heavily-sculpted serpent wrapped around her middle finger. “What else can I do?” she says.
       The band starts up once more. Tamsin hands the bartender a five-dollar bill and he passes her the drinks. She carries them back to the table, and she and Rachel sit and sip and watch the band. Shane leans into the microphone, his mouth wide, his eyes squeezed shut. Tamsin likes the way Shane’s black Zildjian t-shirt hugs his chest and shoulders, the way his long, dark blond hair hangs around his face. Rachel’s scanning the crowd. She points at a small man sitting alone. “Look.  There’s Dr. Innes, our math teacher. He’s always in here by himself.” 
       Ralph Innes is short, nudging forty, wears a lot of brown, and drives a sports car he bought a couple of years ago when his wife divorced him, about the time he started writing poetry. His hair is full and of one solid color, which makes it look like a toupee. In class, he’s very particular. Before he begins his lecture, he arranges his papers in two neat piles--one pile for lecture notes and another for overhead projector transparencies which he lifts with two careful fingers and places, smudgeless, on the glass plate of the machine. His calculator and mechanical pencil are always arranged on the desk exactly parallel to the papers, their top edges perfectly aligned with the top of the stacks. Occasionally, he will interrupt himself to readjust the alignment of these materials before continuing his lecture about logarithmic progression and skewed curves.
       Rachel and Tamsin watch as Dr. Innes lifts his beer for a long draught. His eyes never stop scanning the room. Suddenly they lock on three women at a table on the opposite side of the dance floor. He takes another long drink and wipes his lips with a folded handkerchief he takes from his breast pocket. Setting his glass down firmly, he rises and straightens the shoulders of his brown tweed jacket, then walks across the dance floor, stepping carefully around the couples swaying to the Love Dogs’ rendition of “Mustang Sally.” The women see him coming. Two of them--one plump, one slightly sallow--look at him expectantly. Their slim, blonde friend studies her fingernails. Dr. Innes leans close to the blonde, one hand on the back of her chair, one hand flat on the table near her drink. He speaks long and apparently earnestly in her ear. She raises her head and rakes her hair back over her shoulders with one hand, then turns her face away from his and says something to her two companions. They glance at Dr. Innes and giggle nervously. He straightens and takes his hand off the table. He stares at the blonde, but she continues to look away. Slowly, he turns around and recrosses the dance floor. When he gets to his table, he drains his glass, standing up, then counts some coins into the table’s ashtray and heads for the door. He doesn’t look back. The music ends abruptly as the door closes behind him.

Saturday Night at the First National Bar, Part I "Open the Doors and See All the People"

It’s hot in the First Nash tonight. They’ve got both doors propped open: the front door that says “First National Bar” in gold letters and the side door that opens on Harrison Street, which is really just a glorified alley between the backs of the bars on Main Street and the west edge of the railroad yard.
A few of the regulars are straddling the dozen or so stools that are bolted up to the bar. Brando is showing off his newest tattoo to a tall, good-looking man wearing a black eye patch. Brando rolls the sleeve of his t-shirt high on his shoulder and prods the swollen flesh. The man with the patch inspects the tattoo amiably, leaning against the bar, one long leg thrown casually over the nearest stool.
Myers Afraid-of-Bear has claimed the corner barstool near the front door, and everyone who comes in that way has to maneuver around his massive six-foot-six frame. Myers doesn’t actually sit on his barstool; he stands over it like a guard dog while he drains glass after glass of Budweiser. Sometimes, toward the end of the evening, if there aren’t too many people left in the bar, he’ll stand on his barstool and let loose his coyote call, one of the most mournful and beautiful sounds ever heard. Most weekend nights, Myers makes a little walking trip up Harrison Street, stopping at each of the bars along the way, where he stands tall and silent in the smoky gloom or the raucous hilarity of the different establishments. The First Nash and the Bourbon Barrel are his favorites, but he dutifully visits the Whitman and the Grand Saloon and the Wheel Club, although he is quickly thrown out of the Wheel, because the owner there doesn’t like him or his coyote call.
       Heather, a young woman with closely-cropped, bright yellow hair stops to admire Brando’s tattoo, and he hands her one of his business cards. She flirts for a moment with the man in the eye patch, then passes on down the length of the bar, exchanging a word or two with the other customers sitting there. She stops behind two men, the older one of them in a battered cap and rubber boots caked with earth. Putting a hand on each man’s shoulder, she massages their backs. “Keep your hands to yourself, honey,” says the older of the two men. He playfully slaps Heather’s hand away from his friend’s shoulder and replaces it with his own, massaging the younger man’s back with large, circular motions. All three of them laugh, and Heather passes on.   
       The Love Dogs are playing tonight, and the drummer, Greg, is flipping his sticks high in the air and singing loudly and tunelessly. Two young women in jeans and tie-dyed cotton shirts watch him from their places at a small table near the stage. One of them--Rachel--smokes and keeps time with the music, waggling her cigarette in one slender hand. Her roommate, Tamsin, sits with an arm slung over the back of her chair. She taps her knuckles lightly against the wood and occasionally hums a few words of the song.
The two women can see that Shane, the lead singer, is throwing the drummer looks of annoyance, because Greg’s supposed to just drum--something he does well--and not sing--something he doesn’t do well. Greg knows that Shane is pissed, but he keeps on singing. Tamsin bets Rachel that there’ll be a fight before the night’s over. 
       The Nash is filling up quickly. Besides the regulars, there are a few grad students in jeans and jackets and a handful of guys who work for the railroad and the potato processing plant. The tables ringing the dance floor are filled with groups of secretaries, freshly curled and lipsticked for their “Girls’ Night Out,” and trios of frat boys and used car salesmen, the former in skull-hugging baseball caps, the latter in crotch-hugging polyester slacks.
       Frankie, one of the owners of the First Nash, is waiting tables tonight, helping out the new bartender. Frankie’s dressed in stringy drapes and beads, and her frosted hair shoots around her head at odd angles. She claps whiskey shots and beer bottles down on the bar in front of the regulars, then balances a tray loaded with more bottles and shots on one bony, jutting hip and winds her way around the crowded tables, repeating drink orders and laughing one-liners out the side of her purple-lipsticked mouth. She replaces soggy cocktail napkins with dry ones and sets new drinks down in the center of each table. Rachel and Tamsin are drinking White Russians. Rachel stirs the milky liquid with her finger, then repositions the glass in the middle of her cocktail napkin.
       At the back of the room, a young man in a faded red and grey plaid shirt and a fledgling goatee paces around the pay phone that hangs on the wall near the twin doors marked “Gents” and “Ladies.” He stops and drags a blue plastic pet carrier from under a table in the corner, lifting it to eye level and peering through the perforated front panel. He pokes his littlest finger through a small opening in the door of the carrier and strokes the creature inside. The young man whispers to the animal, then sets the carrier down on the floor again, pushes it back under the table with his boot, and glances anxiously at the unresponsive pay phone.
       Two women in biker leathers come in and stand near the bar. One holds her helmet in front of her like a shield. The other runs a leather-gloved hand through her fried blonde hair and looks around for a place to sit. The bartender motions the women toward a couple of vacant stools at the far end of the bar. He leans over the bar to hear their order above the music, then turns to draw two mugs of beer.


*Photo of First National Bar courtesy of Connie Rodriguez-Flatten, 2011